There are times I have Doubted. Times I have lost my way- without my anchor I would probably be lost still. Yet I know there is a purpose in all of this-even if after almost a millennium, I still do not know exactly how God works. But I do know that you need to work out this anger, find your anchor, and- unlike the unmerciful servant in the story- learn to forgive in order to be forgiven. Even if God is the one you need to forgive. Even if it is yourself
How you respond to what is happening in your life can make a difference. Your conduct in the confusion, your resolve while enduring pain and your positive thought process during the tribulation can help you handle what is happening in your life. Those are the proskairos moments that make the difference as you are maneuvering the waves of life. Those moments are filled with the presence of God and how you respond and behave in those moments makes all of the difference.
Always remember, wherever you are, whether near or far, you had a mother who really, really loved you. The original mother. Once you've found your true inner guru you can never again be divided. Perfect union with the divine, through the grace of your real teacher, transcends time, space, death and all worldly limitations. Your real teacher is the original mother - regardless in which manifest or non-manifest form, or gender, she appears. The one who nurtures you and the one who also, out of wisdom and compassion, corrects you if you are misguided.
Baptized in a river when I was a teenager. I go to church most Sundays. My favorite Bible verse is ‘Jesus wept.’”“Because it’s the shortest?” He almost smiled.“No. Because it says that Jesus knew what it meant to grieve. He’d just let his best friend in the world die of illness when he could have gotten there in time to save him. I’m thinking he was between a rock and hard place, and the hard place let his friend die. He grieved. Then, when he could, he went and raised his friend from the grave, and he knew that if he did that, he’d die himself.
Jesus told you all that I hid the spiritual wisdom from the mind and thus it could only be accessed from the heart. And yet men become “learned” in the Bible and study and pull it apart and attempt to put it back together again. Just like the old nursery rhyme of Humpty Dumpty, “All the King’s horses and all the King’s men could not put Humpty Dumpty back together again.” My words cannot be put together again. My word cannot be “put together” by the mind of any man. This is why I gave the New Covenant. It was and is My promise to guide those who wander, home again unto My heart.
Remember who's drum that society is marching to. It's a perpetual battle called spiritual warfare. And honestly, society is more of a spiritual trap than anything. You can fuss and prove yourself a million times but if you ain't doing what satan want or not following him, the result will always be the same. Telling society anything to the contrary of what it wants to believe, even if it's truth is counterproductive. Whether it be a general truth or any other type. That moment you decide not to "bow down" to satan and his ways any longer was the moment you became a threat to his kingdom of darkness. By him being "in control" of society (2 Corinthians 4:4) telling it that it's wrong about anything will cause rage. But that's a reason God left us His word. There is no wisdom or counsel against the Lord (Proverbs 21; 30). Trying to tell society that it's wrong about you individually is like sitting down with satan and telling him about himself. It don't care. And even if it knows it is wrong it still hate you anyway because satan hates Christ. And by you following the Truth, which is Christ, those following satan, through the lifestyles, are going to hate you regardless. So it's a no win situation without Christ. Remember, there is no truth in satan so there's none in society. Not any real truth. We must live His way. Don't stay silent about things that matter. Our common realities. And it ain't a matter of judgement. It's what a soul in pursuit of the Light should probably know. For we all still growing. "Individuals" is the lowest level in a sense. Stay radical in this spiritual war because if you take your eyes of the true enemy in this battle you'll lose. Of course, you in the wrong. Of course, ain't nobody trying to hear your truth. (See John 15:19). Of course, you falsely accused and relentlessly persecuted. Of course. This ain't our home. Our home is up there. We're just passing through. We ain't welcome here. God see all and know all. Society (satan) may frame us and try to pull us down but no weapon formed against us shall prosper. And Psalm 35 is still relevant to this day. Glory to God. Stay encouraged.
إنه من الصحيح تمكن تلك السبل (العلم والفن للوصل إلى الله) من إقناع العقل، ولكن الذي يجعل الإنسان موحِّداً عمليّاً هو (العبادة) هذا الإحساس المشروط بتربيته وترويضه لنفسه كأداء الفرائض العبادية بشرائطها المطلوبة، وباليقظة مبكراً عند الصباح وعند طلوع الفجر، والخلوة بالنفس حيث لا شواغل ولا موانع، فيتوجه بخالص النية توجّهاً خاصاً ويصلي ركعتين يحضر فيهما قلبه ويقول فيهما عند الركوع:" سبحان ربي العظيم وبحمده، سبحان ربي الأعلى وبحمده" وهذا هو المفهوم الصحيح لقولهم "اخلص قلبك ونيتك" أي أن في وجودك ميلٌ أصيلٌ فقوّهِ
