Shayari Bazar

i am running .avoiding life .who wants to be close-i am running from them,and who does not i am trying to be with.i never shows that i am here to find a relationship-but situation is throwing me.i am actually here on this place- because i wanted to be occupied myself and forget unnecessary incidents of life's. but here again i am hurting and getting hurt . i never show up- please i am a person who is looking for partner , but people are getting involved with my writing.and that is harmful for them and me too.i get attached too much when i read the mind of the person.he was suffering.he did not miss a single writing of mine-so picked up those next -what can be answer or advice.observing closely my writing for another person was hurting him.he has his life.getting involved with me slowly was warning me- i know the pain .but it is effecting me too.what i want i will never receive .who wants - i can not get along.life is like this.i am tired to running from one after another.people who loved they never showed up ,never force a little about their love- so i left easily.i asked them - not to follow-they listened and i remain empty.universal vacuum . perhaps this is life.person will forget that i ever exists ,and i will never forget all those gifts of feelings for a moment what made me to feel - i am alive.